|Capricorn 23rd December 2010|
flow and glow
which emanates from within the realm of the
is when one embraces the gift of love and life which is and
always will be by thy side, a friend, ally and companion
forever, that is the delicate light of
bonding and balance.
And after all what is a bit of adventure without a fraught of peril and danger. The excitement is blessed by Spirit, the envoy of Nature divine.
|Scorpio 28th October 2010|
Within these machinations, nothing new is created, no spark of divinity, no twinkle of Life is absorbed and neither any magic projected, there only exists an empty and nocuous sludge of envy and hate. Mankind has been re-creating the same defunct and stale soup since the Great Split all those thousands of years ago, not so long a time mind you. How life has progressed .... NOT!
All peoples are mirror reflections of each other. When a beautiful Soul has shaped the journey with garlands of soft and silky flow of Spirit, then the true and lightest facet of the aura reveals itself, serving as a beacon, calling ships to harbour, with glad tidings of the glory of the Sun and glitter of the Moon.
When that beacon is ignored and left standing still, the
remains in Truth
for the Beholder. For those who have thrown Self away and
forgotten that they have forgotten, theirs will be a journey
of sorrow and strife, for in that action, One creates for
arduous path back to light.
There is loss in the world between worlds, and individually
neither is able to shift dimensionally, as they only exist
in group which is the
antithesis of true Self.
The quagmire of lethargy and sickness is all too eager to
This is part of the reason why, as the fulcrum of where the Beholder of light and shadow rests, I gladly accepted the mission, with a cheer and smile. It is in this very moment that the Universe opens wide and with a grin and gesture to salute the Gods, that I push through the boughs and thick thorns. I smile even wider, as this time round the wounds are superficial, only grazing softly with no blood being shed. The slight graze has already started to heal ....
|Virgo 19th September 2010|
Auras are becoming more vibrant to perception, colours swirling in myriad shapes and glows, projecting the essence of the physical, vital, etheric, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies. The glow appears as an oval shaped field around the body, also known as the auric egg of Life.
The ‘vibes’ that are picked up from people, places, spaces, experiences, creatures and demons, all travel through the vital auric body which present a picture of our health and present state of Being.
The astral auric body is the governor of past lives and emotions, residing just beyond the vital aural body, and further behind the glorious enveloping veil, sits the higher mental auric body, the connection with Universal knowledge; the realm of Akash, containing within the sphere, a unique Beholder of experience and universal Truth.
As each Soul experiences reality on a
beautifully vibrant and unique path,
then perception and place will also sprinkle and tinkle with
a vision all its own. Perception marks an important step in
how the colours of the aura are seen and felt with the inner
eye of revealing, and light of
All colours have a good side and a destructive side; a reflection of your own energy field which is coloured by all experiences, especially the ones going back to other lives, places and spaces.
The colours you attract in experiences, and objects you attract into your reality will display colours of your aura, as what is experienced as ‘reality’ is a projection from yourself. The world around you is you!
The journey of healing oneself in order to progress with the journey of Life, is the task of identifying and releasing negative thought forms from the psyche, particularly the ones carried over from life to life; these manifest as dark shadows within the auric field and thus attract similar experiences to the Beholder and Experiencer and Dreamer ....
|Virgo 9th September 2010|
Strange universal emanations are projecting outwards from the mechanisms of energy flows and conduits; having been subdued by darkness and antipathy. These places of sacred beauty and divine majesty are found near Key dragon lines and ley lines across the globe.
We had just passed
Solstice Junction when I noticed a
in the middle of the road. He did not look happy with
his tongue hanging out, and the image of the wonderful and
creature of nature
in such a state, made my heart sink with despair. I quietly
to look after my animal friend.
Driving further along, passing a sign for ‘The Deverills’ I noticed dead pigeons along the road and yet another fox near Podimore, approximately the same distance from the Henge as the first fox. After all there were a pair of tank trailers, so makes sense to have a pair of foxes, to balance the equation.
Sometime later, I was listening to
Neil Kramer’s interview
Red Ice Radio with
Henrik Palmgren. The main focus of the
talk was the
Terry Gilliam’s film
Brazil and the
nightmare. At the moment when both Henrik and Neil were
talking specifically about the symbolism used by the false
paradigm structure, I passed a sign reading '33 Exeter'.
|Cancer 21st August 2010|
During my rehearsal of monologues, I had the feeling that Spirit was close with me and guiding me on the eternal path of happiness and comforting joy. Feelings this good and of such wonderful nurture and nature come as free as the soft and breezy wind, catching pollen and bright sparks of light in an ever cascading dream of shining and autumn velvet.
After the rehearsal I came back into my room and jumped into
the online world of
Guild Wars for an adventurous waltz into the
worlds of valour and might.
Flashing up on my screen I glimpsed the words....
Never Forget Spirit
|Cancer 10th August 2010|
The magic and wonder of Nature is as boundless as the sparkling stars in the heavenly tapestry of night, sharing the gift of the wonderful tip-tap dance of creation, bringing warm and flowering raindrops into the tender places of one's heart and Soul.
Nature shines her light of breeze and empathy at just the right moment, shaping herself to form a radiant and beautifully effective message; that the path is circular, the personal wheel of life and destiny are One, the soft calling of the Universe, the gift of Gaia falls deep into Spirit.
The Circle of destiny and Fate shows that yearning combined with passion and the desire to live authentically, comes full circle into the gift of life, a treasure to cherish and hold close, a sacred and sacrosanct gift.
' When the eye of Truth is open, the world is seen as is '
Cancer 13th July 2010
How marvellous and delicious that all which beholds the Universe, graciously becoming that which is One, can so vividly move the eternal Self, gleaming agates shining brilliant fire under sapphire blankets of kingdoms borne from will and desire and embracing the spruce conifers of what is Now.
It was only a moon ago that I was brushing up on the mythology of Balder, the Norse Sun god, in preparation to writing the piece about our Solar friend in an ongoing article concerning the symbolic and esoteric meaning to the seven days of the week.
Within the story of Balder it is said that one day the gods were greatly troubled, for they knew Balder to be smiling and happy and had noticed that the light had gradually died out of his blue eyes, an emptiness of solitude came to him and his step grew heavy and slow.
Odin, the Father of the Gods and Frigga, the Mother who spins the heavenly clouds of Orbs saw their beloved son’s depression and asked him what was troubling him. Balder confessed that his dreams of late were dark and oppressive and constantly haunted him with a feeling of fear.
Over the past few days my dreams had also instilled a glimmer of unease, an elusive puzzle to be held close and melded, bringing life to the heart, delicate flows and starlets singing melodies of ancient times.
Mythology becomes reality!
Cancer 6th July 2010
Manifestations which project from the inner world to the glassy surface of the material world take on a myriad of shapes, sizes and niches, even flowing into those areas which we would rather not go but must in order to understand the reasons and reality which inhabit our infinite domain.
Since the deliberate ritualistic sacrifice of Poland’s top Elite at Smolensk in Russia, my research has delved into the shadowy enclave of Satanic practices, where at the core of these macabre flows is the dark heart of Saturn, whose symbolism permeates Satan’s archetype, whose colour is black.
Recently I was offered a supporting role in a teaser called ‘The Black Site’ which was filmed at an abandoned Nuclear bunker in Brentwood, Essex. I played the part of a soldier who is responsible for the sadistic torture of prisoners who have been captured and taken to secret Black Ops facilities. The film also deals in trauma based mind control which I have been researching for a time.
My character was decked out in black and wearing the esoteric symbols (as tattoos) of Occult Magick practice and ritual; inverted crosses, demonic compasses, stars and the skull and bones, all originating and dating to the time of Atlantis.
The connection to my own Self was crucial as I would have been lost someplace between the dark and the light, as the symbols drew power from those forces which coalesce within the same vibratory pattern as the representation.
As soon as my shots were done I threw off my character canvas and made sure those symbols were scrubbed from my body as I knew the consequences of keeping them. Even for a few days after, I was reeling from the after effects of the so called ‘dark side.’
The irony is that after speaking to the writers, director and producer on set, who are decent and intelligent people, not one of them was aware of the Occult side of the film they were putting together.
Now I have seen the inverse sign of the dual coin and my research into these disturbing facets continues.
|Gemini 20th June 2010|
How joyous life is, to feel Spirit reflected in Nature’s dance, to taste roots and leaves coursing through veins.
As I sat in the garden reading the Cleve Backster interview in Karen Sawyer’s ‘The Dangerous Man’ a beautiful bee buzzed around me. I greeted the spritely and graceful voice with a simple ‘hello there’ - then continued reading ….
‘In the early 70’s I visited Findhorn where they were growing huge vegetables in sandy soil, would talk to the bees and it was considered normal to communicate with Nature’
The hush of anticipation coursed through me as the joy inside spilled over into Nature’s breath and lit up the flora and fauna.
When you are shining in that one moment, happiness abounds aplenty.
|Gemini 10th June 2010|
When one is connected into the eternal flow of individual and personal consciousness, the river which is the marvellous adventure of life and manifestation comes as a pleasant and radiant gift of Spirit, guiding and steering to the depths and shoals of gleaming beauty and soft sprinkles of blooming cadence.
I had a terrific encounter on the day of the Moon, when the pale light of the gorgeous orb of crests and waves shines its brilliance deep within the heart of hearts, the core of being where resplendence casts its silky smooth outline across the twinkling expanse, ally and companion to the realm of perceived awareness and the heavenly circle of Life.
When your own truth is being held as close as a heated lover, when you hear that eternal melody on the winds which comes as a glassy smooth song of ravishing and tranquil blossom, then know that the river of your own Ka is guiding and steering the craft which travels beyond the streams of burden and schism.
The dimension of passionate truth reflects the ways behind the opened blocks and doorways of the psyche, as you alone carry the keys which have the gift of sight and knowing, ready to be flung wide and far with the call of the silent ghost. Those who venture into the seeping crevasses of simple elation find the most exhilarating flight of freedom a Soul can carry within, an amaranthine loveliness of unfathomable sparkle, destiny written upon the winds of star and sand.
|Gemini 1st June 2010|
The Universal energy change is here Now!
Manifestations within the physical world are becoming more obvious and instant, shaping their essences from within the Being of Self, appearing as synchronicities to guide, advise and warn.
I spend a lot of time here in my room, writing and playing. A spider came to visit and strung a web on my lamp shaped as a representation of my symbol - this is an acknowledgement of my quest and mission, and also the symbol for the constellation and House of Cancer which I was born into.
In truth the spider, my room, the sky, the earth, planets, stars and all else which 'is of existence' is who I am. Explore friends and you could find out the same for yourself. I will not presume on your behalf, the re-discovery is your own won one.
Re-discovery of Self is the most vital act which can be undertaken and comes with a barrage of wonderful rewards and surprises - living becomes a breathing work of art, every moment a pleasure, every aspect a quiet satisfaction.
|Gemini 31st May 2010|
Pale Ryder - the
World behind the World
This was what was written on a post-it note which I found on the ground by the front door. As everything that transpires in your life, your own Universe is a projection from your Self, then this was a curious message which had manifested at that moment to provide a warning to me to tread carefully.
A few moments later I received a phone call from a very dishonest person who has been hassling my family. Last time I spoke to this certain individual who dishonoured herself using my father's name as a tool to gain profit, I became angry and threatened her over the phone. It was an empty threat and was yelled in the heat of uncontrolled anger, however this time round I felt she was attempting to goad me into making another threat, which would have worked against me.
I did not make the threat as I was not in the same place of experienced perception, a more denser place where fear and chaos rule over light and joy. The message and personal knowing which had come only a few moments later and the connection to Spirit, guided me well through this crisis. Even at the moment when I was angered I had control over my words - this is the blue flame of anger which works in union and fusion with Self.
Experiences such as these strongly reflect and highlight the need to make peace with the aspects of your life which need to be embraced and understood as all peoples, all places, all energy and vibration are a part of who we all are. What happens in every corner of the Cosmos is the depth and breadth of the consciousness of Soul, ourselves guiding lights emerging unto the surfaced veil of the world around, showing the way for our own Spirit, as that is the One guiding you my friends and companions, that personal facet of your own destiny and awakened tapestry.